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Posted on February 23, 2006 @ 4:35 pm
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Well I haven't updated this whole thing in a long time; so I thought I would go for it. Well since then Justin Mizzle left to go back to school : ( I miss him terribly; only like 100 something more days. Boys got ghey during that time too; well one did. Things were good between friends && junk. I feel like I lost a couple best friends; they just don't seem to care about our friendship, but it's their loss I guess you could say, because when they come back obvioulsy I'm not going to allow things to be the same. Boys got ghey again, fuck trusting them. Went to a lot of good shows && got closer to Anna; Courtney; Andria, and hung out more with my Pammy. I love them<3. Got drunk more, just recommend not doing that on a Sunday with school on Monday. Went to a lot of good fucking shows. Christopher Michael has continued to be there for me of course. My parents found out about my lip ring so I took the liberty to tell them; was a big mistake; but I think the longer the worse. Everything basically went downhill from there. No license until im 18 accorindg to my mom @ first; then she decided if I took it out then I could get it again @ 16, we got into fights for like 3 days//nights straight, so she took that away again. I can't even drive her car. My dad is letting my get my license, just obvioulsy have no car to drive. I'm disowned by my mother. I have grown closer to my brother that's away @ college; he's proved to me he really does care about me. I'm really just really tired of some friends && how they treat me sometimes; grow up && realize what you're doing. && now take responsibility for your actions. Plus, I'm tired of guys being all "aw daynuh you're so cute blahblah" then being all "okay well it was nice, bye". Fuck that short time shit. Obvioulsy I haven't found someone who has proved to me, that what they say isn't bullshit. School has been ghey; but it goes by really fast lately so that's nice. Everyone seems to be really sick lately; aw poor Court && her mono. I need new clothes; woodfield//online shopping soon hopefully. && I want a new phone && makeup. Fuck; I'm going to waste my daddys money : ).
love<3
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well i came home early tonight. I think it was for the best; there wasn't much doing tonight && i didn't feel 100% me. maybe it was my cold? or i don't know something else. whatever it was; made me just want to come home && get cumfy && listen to music.
so yesterday. me; magA; && magH drove 2 hours to La Salle. Because we are insane && magH wanted to see her Cody boy. Then drove another 2 hours later that night. Embaressing story to that night; magH knows. Does anyone want to drive us up there sometime we'll pay for your gas && stuff? since like some little stuck up freak always has to have his way; but since it's not going his way he wont come up here with cody anymore. so any takers? let me know.
today i redyed my hair && dyed burrits hair all dark brown. nothing else went on minus me && burrit almost getting raped on the way home from mcdonalds but what else is new?. tomorrow i think hanging out with magH otherwise it would be wierd to not have hung out with her for like 3 days. today; tomorrow; chrsitmas. i don't know what we are going to do or anything. maybe you could give us ideas?
christmas im going to burrits house; in christmas colors. she's wearing a red shirt with a green bandana && im wearing a red shirt with a green bow. we planned this today. i know we're losers. i t better snow on x-mas or im going to be pissed; because me & &burrit planned to make a snowman biotches.
i hope santa brings me the boy i wanted all year; ive been good....kinda?
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Posted on December 01, 2005 @ 8:08 pm
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well today was my birthday aka: nothing special. i mean sure people said happy birthday, but i mean i did nothing exciting all day. school was boring, people were nice. so that was all good. um came home. all i got today was money from the parents; which i didnt even want. so much for an ipod. so no special gift. i was supposed to go out to dinner with alex burrit && patrick. but i guess its normal for people to take like 4 hours to get home. whatever so i had no dinner today; because i pretty much expected to go with them so i didn't go out for chinese with my mom like i should have done. um i had cake with the parents which took like 2 minutes. so my birthday turned into nothing exciting; && nothing i hoped it was going to be. i even ended up becoming over emotional at my mom today because i was just so blah && ended up crying. whatever. so yeahhhhhhhhh.....
i guess there's always next year.
oh well. im looking forward to magA bringing over her gift. i never gotten my cat either; that was expected. what sucky birthday.
fuck this. i need to drink now. fuck tomorrow night is too far away.
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Posted on November 27, 2005 @ 4:29 pm
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nothing exciting has been going on that i can think of. yesterday i hung out with sinclair, magA, bentley && cody. even though it took them years to find out where we lived. they are probably some of the funniest boys i know. i think they are comeing out here again saturday; so yeah parrty. then when they left we went to pam's house, which i always have so much fun at.
today i went out to lunch with ryne, erica, && frankie at panera. the njohnny mike && andira showed for a little.
now im home.
bored.
my birthday is on thursday. uhhh, && so far everything i want pretty much isnt an option of me getting. im just going to let things flow the way they are.
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this weekend was pretty much amazing. i hugn out with people i haven't like hung out with like just me && it wasn't awkward oh man. so burrit, diane && coxx came over after school on friday. && we drove to hangouts; those girls amazing ah iluv them<3. Then we met Patrick && all went to wendys with the VH people. Then us girls slepted at burrit's house it was cute. Even though um worse sleep like ever. && I woke up to burrit scarying the SHIT out of me ugh. But then I went home && got ready && drove over to diane's house ot help her clean out her car; coxxnay came && helped to. Then we picked up Pam && andria & went to randhurst where like ryne && such came && patrick && burrit. then me pam && coxxnay went back to coxx's house && watched cruel intensions omg, it was so good && we had pizza. hard//maggs//&&sean stopped over to say hi. OOH COXX FELL OFF HER BED, it was the funniest thing ever haha. Andria && Diane came later. I went home, I was tired...but i stayed up until like 2:00 talking to online, pretty much only to ryne ha.
so my brother is in from college. i thought magHard didn't like hanging out with me anymore, it has been upsetting me the last couple days. but she's taking me to woodfield today. im pretty damn excited. but she left early to come get me because she needs food, of course. whatever i luv her. then maybe hanging out with ryne today if he decides he wants to go out, hopefully, i<3mybfff
my birthday is SO soon. like 11 days! oh em gee ill be 16<33333.
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so i just deleted everything i wrote which was a lot. because i have more important things to say. so heres my list
1. i want my birthday to come because i like having that one day of feeling a little more special compared to some other people. && i like having people being nice to me, im so sick of peoples god damn attitude, fucking get over your fucking self && realize people don't want to take your shit.
2. christmas is a time for joy, so be prepared to be fucking happy.
3. i need to get out from thinking about the past, && i think this goes for someone else. there's a lot in the past i want to change, but i have to get over it. i can't sit here && wish i did something different, because well i can't, not everyones perfect && not everyone is physic so they can predict about how it will end in the future
4. some friendships i thought that were going to last && i used to say omg bfffflaeae, seriously, i can't wait for senior year im going to be so sad to see you go, more like okay we grew apart, i can't do a thing about it, because it takes two to care about those kind of situations. && im not going to be following you around hopeing it could be how it used to, things happen for a reason, maybe we weren't meant for the life {{and ever and ever}} part in bfffflaeae.
5. im sick of being perinoid when it comes to people stating the not obvious, thinking you might get it knowing it's you. how about i get this clear you have a problem with me, in anyway COME UP TO ME okay, having something to say?? COME UP TO ME don't tell someone && say "don't tell anyone" believe me, half the time the person tells, so guess what....might have to think about who you trust. If you honestly feel that stating the non-obvious is better, it causes more drama in your life because it makes other perinoid it might be them...then causing more then the person you wanted to get it to think tis them.
6. I have said this already, either in another entry or in a bulletin on myspace {{since im always on that thing that took over my life}} . if you complain about something that is somethign you can change, stop complaing about it. && do it. it's one of my pet peeves. i do it. but im trying my hardest to change the things that iam able to fix.
7. i realize also i get jealous to easily, i try really hard to like keep that under control, but yeah it doesn't work. it doesn't make me feel good about myself, so im trying to like look past all that crap that i get jealous over so it doens't make me feel like that.
this was the best list i could do for now. i'll add onto the things i have to say later.
ineedaboy
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yeah a lot has went on since i haven't updated it was Hard's birthday. It was Anna's birthday. It was Halloween {{which it rained,}}. Diane && Burrit fought off two tall ass polish girls. School is gay, && it's really hard to increase me grade in World History. I didn't end up going to the spitalfield show because of rides. Ive been going to more shows; i went to KOC yesterday with like Coventry, Wax on Radio, Gas Can Pickup, Makai, Valiant. They all did really good && they are all really good. Uhh..hmm..Justin came in from College && uh, saw him for like 5 minutes because I was out && he was with his friend that just got home from army or navy training? I don't know. I saw Christopher finally at the show, it was a surprise since he told me he wasn't going. I met some cool people there, uh saw some people I haven't seen in a while. This one person is pissing me off, because he's so god damn immature right now && fucking ugh asdfghjkl; Im not getting into details with that.
&& I want to go to the show on the 20th at Durty Nellies really bad. So I better go. Or..I hope i make an attempt to go.
yeeaa. tomorrow is school, that sucks.
lets hang out.
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&& I don't like it.
( my plans for this weekend )
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Posted on October 09, 2005 @ 9:19 pm
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i think i need to face it, that you wont ever have the same feelings.
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Posted on October 05, 2005 @ 6:18 am
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I got up at that time. So now I have like 10 minutes to do nothing really. It's wierd if I wake up at 5:30 then I run late, but like 15 minutes. If I wake up 15 minutes earliar Im like 10 minutes ahead? It's so wierd. Mhmm so I decided to update this crap. Yesterday Chad came over. My house was boring, all we did pretty much was watch t.v. && talk on my bed. So we went to Hard's house with Maggs. Me && Chad just sat on her couch, && I watched him myspace on his phone haha. It's so awesome. Then we went to the skatepark for a little. Then I had to go to drivers, so Chad drove me. I was there until like 6:00ish. I had holy shit so much homework. Alex K stopped over to show me his new mohawk, which achually looks good<3. I couldn't fall asleep last night even though I was really tired it sucked. Today I have to take the bus. Thank god for Coxx && Andria being on it. I have drivers today, && tomorrow. Then next Tuesday && I'm done. I think I have to go to the doctors Monday since my spleen && liver && shit. To make sure I can go back to gym on Tuesday. Oh yay...no.
Who wants to do something Friday? Saturday? Sunday- I think I have plans already Monday? Wednesday night? Thursday?
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So yesterday was amazinly fun. my friends are funnier//cooler.//more entertaining than yours. So I went to Hard's house, um because well she rules? Yeah she does. Pam came, because she's cool like us. We went to Old Navy && I got the cutest shoes//belt. Oh boy, for people who go to my school you will see them tomorrow. Then Party City && I got 3 pairs of tights. We went to Wendys since we had to kill time. Then we still had more time so went to Barrington Coat Factory I was going to get this shirt, but um I put it back for some dumb reason. Pam left && me && Hard went to photos to meet Burrit Josh && Brad. We were there for like 15 minutes then went to DTAH. Maggie, Monica, && Renee met up with us. Where of course I saw Christopher, I always run into him there. He was with Mariel. We all hung out together, it was fun Christopher && Josh together have to be the funniest people ever. Ah i love those people. Diane && Courtney came downtown, alone with Rosie, Pam && Dewey. It was a fun night.<33.
Today Alex Keresi came over. && Erica too. We just kinda hung outside my house, Erica left with Frankie. So me && Alex just kinda hung out && talked. Then we decided to go to Burrit's to show her Alex's fight wounds. Colin, Bob, Mike came. Hung out there for a bit. Then me && Alex stopped at Bryans then he drove me home. It was fun day for a sunday.
<33333 homecoming week is going to fly by.
i move in 6 days. aka: this saturday.
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so pretty much today was cute cute cute. So Me && Burrit got called out of 8th hour, since Im not allowed to do gym until October 14th again. So my mom picked us up && we went to my new house, it's all painted && stuff. Damn I move not tomorrow Saturday, but then next one. aka: homecoming saturday. Im so excited. I'm pretty sure Hard && Burrit are going to help me, then just sleep over. Anyone want to sneak out? Because we have many ways to get out of that place. So yeah let me know. But then me && Burrit got ready && went DTAH where christopher then Hard met us. We went to the skatepark && met up with Anna there. We ended up at the football game. It was kinda boring. But I saw like people from Prospect who I've missed && peopel from BG who showed up. Um I'm really confused with somethings. ah kill me.
but tonight was by far amazing since I was with burrit, hard, anna && my brother christopher. yeah it's not hanging out with your family get over it he's 1349080x cooler then you.
tomorrow=funfunfufnufnfunf at northpoint with some hotties aka:pam, hard, mags && if anna can come her too, && if burrit decides she would like to join she can. otherwise meeting up with her later && maybe monica && jess. if christopher gets bored since he has no work, he's always welcome to chill with us again.
yupyup well give me a call this weekend so we can be friends && hang out<33
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